she is laying in the bed..the wind blews outside,the sun is shining, trying to think about something else..sometimes she´s dreaming away..thinking about the happy moments..she smiles for herself..but when she comes to reality she gets sad,she´s destroyed..this is more than a humanbeing can take..at night sometimes she sleep good, pretending that the thing is there..sometimes she dreams nightmares..how long can she take this nomore..she know whats waiting for the future..its dark.